"The finest of the genre, intriguing and hard to put down, this book provides an extraordinary encouragement for persons suffering with chronic conditions. This is a must read, told through the culinary perspective of a young private chef with Ehlers Danlos Syndrome.
—Fraser C. Henderson Sr. MD, Co-Author of Symptomatic: The Symptom-Based Handbook for Ehlers Danlos Syndromes and Hypermobility Spectrum Disorders
Speranza: How Pain Became the Path to Hope
Born with a severe mineral deficiency, (Mostly) Healthy Chef Ashley Ondrick entered the world fragile and fighting. A devastating fall that broke her tailbone led to the discovery of a connective tissue disorder, sparking a cascade of medical crises—eleven surgeries, chronic pain, and a relentless battle with Lyme disease. As if her physical trials weren’t enough, anorexia and exhaustion from constant illness tested her spirit to its limits.
But the deepest wound wasn’t one doctors could see. As a child, Ashley overheard an offhand remark that made her believe she was unwanted. That quiet lie took root, shaping her sense of worth, her choices, and her search for love and purpose.
Through decades of pain, Ashley refused to surrender. Her faith in God deepened with each hardship, transforming suffering into strength and despair into devotion. She discovered that no amount of brokenness is beyond God’s power to redeem.
As a chef and wellness coach, Ashley found healing in the kitchen—crafting meals that nourished both body and soul. Her journey also led her across the world, from Italy to the Philippines to Singapore, where food, faith, and service intertwined.
Speranza—Italian for hope—is more than a memoir. It’s a feast for the senses and a testament to grace. For anyone living with chronic illness or aching for renewal, Ashley’s story offers comfort, courage, and the reminder that even in our weakest moments, hope can rise.
Published by Forefront Books and Distributed by Simon & Schuster, April 7, 2026
“In Speranza, Ashley Ondrick courageously transforms her pain into a profound testament of hope and faith. With rare vulnerability and exquisite honesty, she takes readers through the depths of physical, emotional, and spiritual suffering and reveals how surrender, grace, and radical self-love can lead to wholeness. Her story is both raw and redemptive, reminding us that true healing is not the absence of pain, but the alchemy that occurs when we are not afraid to meet suffering with curiosity and hope. Ashley’s journey mirrors the resilience I see so often in those who choose to find purpose through adversity. This is not just a memoir, it’s a roadmap for anyone yearning to find meaning, light, and God’s guiding hand in the darkest valleys of life.”
“Ashley Ondrick‘s Speranza is raw, hilarious, heartbreaking, and radiant with hope—the memoir I needed on my darkest days. From horse-farm kitchens to the brink of paralysis, she shows how pain, when finally faced, becomes the doorway to wholeness. If you’ve ever felt broken beyond repair, this book hands you permission to fall apart and come back more alive than ever.”
“I’ve worked with thousands of patients who feel at war with their bodies. Ashley’s story offers them something precious: proof that another way exists. That the body isn’t the enemy. That healing is possible—not by conquering the body, but by finally, truly listening to it. Speranza is more than a memoir. It’s an invitation to hear your own body’s story.”
“Speranza is a must-read for doctors, medical professionals, and those preparing to enter the field. It tells the story of unheard symptoms—often arising from medically understudied conditions—that rarely match textbook expectations or appear on standard diagnostic tests. What resonates deeply with me as a physician is its humbling reminder of the long, often painful journey patients undertake as they advocate for themselves in a system that can unintentionally dismiss or disprove their lived experience. ”